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It was my very first time, and I was so afraid of doing it wrong or hurting her that my hands wouldn't stop shaking. Most of my friends had done it -- more than once they said, but never really went into detail about what they'd done.

She had blonde curls and the bluest eyes I'd ever seen. I could tell from the way she was looking at me that she trusted me to do it right, and damn it I didn't know how.

I bent over and kissed her on her ear. I kissed her on her neck, and she giggled and wrapped her arms around my neck. She closed her eyes as I kissed the tip of her nose and slid my hand down between her legs. It was all warm and wet down there. She was ready, alright!

She avoided my eyes and struggled a little, but I soon had her naked on my bed. She laughed, gave up the struggle, and lay there with her legs spread apart -- it was obviously my move ...

I was close to finishing when I heard a car door slam and footsteps in the hall. "Oh God, it's Mom home from work early." I tried frantically to hurry, but finishing was obviously out of the question.

My bedroom door burst open, and Mom angrily entered my room.

"Hi Mom, you're early -- ah, I can explai -- ."

"Young man, just what the Hell do you think you're doing?"

"Well, I couldn't find Sis, and I was here all alone. I've never done it before; and I promise I'll never -- ."

The expression on her face changed from a scowl to a frown, to a grin, to a chuckle, and finally to uproarious laughter. She ordered, "Don't you move -- don't even breathe, I'll be right back." She headed for her bedroom, still laughing as she walked.

When she returned, she carried the Polaroid camera and a box of pampers. She took two quick pictures of me and my baby sister; then, she shouldered me aside and removed the towel that I had used for a diaper and my jockey-shorts that I used to hold the towel in place. I watched over her shoulder, as she deftly installed a new pamper.

"Gee Ma, I couldn't find the pampers, I couldn't find Sis, and you weren't here. What else could I do? All the guys said that they did it all the time, and there was nothing to it, but they were wrong. If you have to do that all the time, I don't think I want to have any kids."

"Wait and see Jimmy," she said, with a knowing smile on her face, "you just wait and see."

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